I dont know how else to put this
I dont know how much longer i can do this.
My defense system crumbled at my feet
How am I supposed to hide now?
What am i supposed to do now?

Im too tired to continue trying
On my own im strong
I'll put up the image 
My stregnth turned on me
Now im clueless in what to do
Hopeing these promises bring me threw

Im so afraid
What will i rely on now?
I wouldnt really mind if i
Would just fade away
Neither would they

Without you near, 
I'm stuck in this mental state
They left me here
Now Im fading.
Alone im nothing
Nothing gets exhasting
After while...

Tonight Im ending it all
I dont know what else to do,
I guess you were right, 
I never had it in me to pull threw.
Not without you.



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